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while idly chatting with people i do not know... i'm listening to PRAMBORS Indonesian radio station with theme RELATIONSHIP ...!!!! And remind me of my day as a teenager, seems like everyday i fall in LOVE When Dating Someone i always say "Yes I Love You" but in the end we seprate by funny and weird reason.
" .. well that day in the middle of july i think...!! I'm on 7th  grade i like that boy let say his name eddie, Eddie classroom next to my class so when he will passed i can see him because i was sitting near the door i feel sooo .. happy when i saw him, until that time extracuriccural at my school we met face to face ... geesh...!!! i don't know what am i supposed to do GOD i hope i can run but i can't, well OK i said to my self i will face him i'm not looser isn't ? ... I ventured my self and i say "HI"... he smile and say "HI" how are you ??? and i'm .....SILENT !!! hahahahahaha.... after a week i try to forget what happened that day, i said Neah... i'm not his type .. i'm not that smart (because he is SMART and I DON'T) i'm not pretty enough compare to other girls who always around him, i'm Tomboy and always fighting with boy!!!! well that's me and happy to be my self .
And that day HAPPEN...!!! I waited for my friends at the door of the hall ... and guess what??!! his the one come up, "hey howdy ..?" he said .. im doin good just waiting for my friend but she had not come (i feel so nervous ...) Can i talk to you..? he said ... YES why not!! " Do You Want To Be My Girlfriend??" 
i bowed shamed, are you JOKING?? I'm not ... (again he said ) and he smiling ..., for next 2 months we had very good time together, until SHE came. she's the eldest sister of Eddie,she just moved  from other country were going to the same school but she shows like she doesn't like me at all. And YES !!! it happen she came to  me while i'm sitting with my friends in canteen " can i talk to you personally .." (without please) she's so arrogant  .. i heard one of my friend whisper. You know my brother he is a smart boy and so kind, but i don't know why he choose you!!! like you know so many girls here likes him. i want you to leave him because i know which girl can matcing with my brother !!!
and i'm looking at her eyes and i said "NOT YOU" the one take the decision and i DO NOT CARE. I know i'm rude i'm not pretty enough compare with "THAT" girl, but at least i have a good heart NOT LIKE YOU...
Well that's my 1st love story during my teenage time,i love my teenage time, that's the time when we try to find our self, learn about so many things either good or bad. HAPPY IN LOVE YA'LL