Tuesday, February 21, 2012

the BOYS

well AGAIN with MY BEST NOODLE friends ahaa... today Lay's salt and vinegar also participating my night..., i feel so TIRED today i don't know why but i spend my 15 minutes to go to the gym after work ... The story begin @6:32 am... WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPELESS PLACE ... YES!!! that's the song for Rihanna (i'm desperately in love with that song for now)i don't know since when i put my attention into him??? (Not so Curious to know that, yeah yeah i know my self ;p )BUT!!! i FEEL something STUPID (CUPID) try to playing with me ... i said to my self GOD please don't PLAy with this...,let me enjoying my day to see him as a PERSON "NOT SPECIAL" person!!! SUDDENLY i just flashback my "almost" 5 years Love story in DUBAI, so many .. (so many..???is it?)let say "FRIENDS" come into my life since my 3rd month in Dubai i guess!!! ok ... "HIM" i dont have any feelings with him, what i feel to him i can say it's only like my brother (coz i don't have brother!!)YES i do enjoying my time with him then it's just passed."THIS MEN" i can say it's unbelievable i can have 6 MONTHS relation with him and YES i do LOVE HIM!!! meanwhile my friends they look disgusted when they know i have relation with him, but i do not care, i don't give a Sh*t to anyone,so....(he left me to get marry with others.. hahahhahaha). And "THIS GUY" i just broke up with him last December ... almost 4 years we have relation .. i don't say nothing regarding to him because it's A LOT!!! (we ended the relation coz i CHEAT HIM)..And " THE BOY " it's almost a year now we've been together, AGE IT'S ONLY NUMBER .. HELL yeah i'm with my boy NOW, i love him it's not because his FAT (i love to bite his cheek ;p) because there is something i can't tell with any word what i feel for him he means a lot for me now we have so many differences from small thing until the HUGE one, well the end GOD willing. I can't say NOTHING if he mean to be, he WILL stay there FOREVER AND ALWAYS. TIKa.... can we have Breakfast now??? we are hungry!!! Kenneth he is one of my colleague. OK let's go i'm hungry as well .... __ AND I START MY HECTIC DAY __ (i used to work from 6am-3pm)

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