Me in the mirror

I used to see my self in the mirror everyday and asking to my self  "when everything will finish???"
so many stories so many people come and go into my life, how many time weather changing and still stand in the same place...i ask to my GOD is he really LOVE me??? Why he always give me something so difficult ordeal... is it how GOD show's how he really LOVE me??? or maybe i have long forgotten GOD and he tried to reminds me if he's there...O my god please do not ever tired to remind me to stay on your path, because I like someonewho is lost without a purpose and I know you all-merciful and you shall continue to look after me in every way